Spent all day ignoring tv (it's been on 24/7 for 3 years) reading The Everlasting Man. For the first time in a very long time that I felt safe as I fell asleep. I've been feeling, for so long, that the world is a treacherous, threatening place.
New cell phone with too many toys but I can tell my kids good morning and good night. And take photos. My appetite is just about gone and I don't sleep (I read) but otherwise my mood is getting better. I think I am learning not to bang my head against brick walls. Although I honestly do still feel married, and all the love and that stuff.
Hang in there! I think you'll find your way 'home'.
Posted by: Andrea Light | Saturday, July 10, 2010 at 06:06 PM